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i dig my toes into the sand.
the ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue plain
i lean against the wind
pretend that i am weightless
and in this moment i am happy. happy.
posted by :. heroyin. 6:04 AM
YOOOHOOOOOOOO I'M BACK FROM DINNAAAAAAAAA HAHAHAHAHAHA
rah. rah. still have a headache. fuck it man. hahahahahahahahaha. SO RIGHT during dinner i kind offfffffff ATE duh but not alot cos i ate sth at 5+ and so i'm still quite full. WHERE'S TING!! AHHAHAAH i teenk she's having fun now. hahahahaha.it's a bloody hot day. as usual. at least it rained just now!!!! yeaaaaaaa
yu noe wad teeng. alot of my freakin pens are spoilt. it's so irritating esp since most of the pens i have are the SAME KIND OF PEN SOOOOOO it's like
-takes out one-
shit.
-takes out another one-
what the hell la.
-takes out a third one-
oh ok this works.
arghhhhhh damn dumb hahahahaa i wish yu were here.
sigggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhh wooo hooo headache still there sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh
and in this moment i am happy.
posted by :. heroyin. 5:59 AM
Friday, April 11, 2003
yep. mmmmmmmmm. how's the day.
got a headache right now. think i've been on the com too long.
sigh. -head hurts-
today i've been feeling ultra irritable. hahahahaah. :รพ
-hits head- aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh think i shall go rest on my bed for a while. did chem most of the damn day. still haf lotsa hw but
dun think it matters that much. o lvls year anyway. marks aren't gonna go in. yep. DUCKIE!!!!! -squeeezes mah yallo rubba duckie- :)
posted by :. heroyin. 5:12 AM
gonna sleep now. tired. yawn. -_-zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. sigh. work work. hate it.
posted by :. heroyin. 10:21 AM
hi teeng. i feel extremely tired. sigh. just changed the blog yars. mmm. hope yu like it. mmm.
posted by :. heroyin. 8:54 AM
Monday, April 07, 2003
r a a a a a h h h h h h.
today. is another.
typical. boring day.
today, i did my, chinese elearning,
and, i got like, 6 wrong, which is quite stupid, and,
i dunno! i still have tons of hw left! i dun wanna! do! duh!
who wants! to do! at all! i hate! homework! yah! and so!
it:s just another: day at: home: again:
sigh: alot of: work: left: like an english: compo: and then 2: chinese compos: and
many: other things: which i have: probably: forgotten about: and well: sch:s
starting again:
so? how?s your day? teeng? i think? i?m getting? fatter??? hahahaa?
dunno? if that? is good? or bad?
eat? sleep? eat? sleep? that?s all? i do? all day????
hahahahaahaha? haha? hahahahaa? this punctuation crap? is quite?
fun? actually? when you read? it? it?ll be? funny????
ya/ so// sighhhh/ i haven/t watched any/ movies in/ ages////
to think about/ it/ i haven/t even stepped/ out of the/ house// in a million/ billion years/////
aaaaaaahh// gonna / dunno/ do what/ now// to occu/py the/ time/
seeyaaa > .>>
posted by :. heroyin. 4:48 AM
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
lately i feel like i DON'T GIVE A SHIT!!!!
NOTHING'S NEWWWWWWWW..... LALALALALAAAAA NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok that's a song. relax maaaaaaan relax... chill.. CHILL HAHAHAHAHAHAA CHILL!!!!!!!!! wooo -brrrrrrrr- hahahahahahahahaahhahahahahahahahaa shit man i tink i'm gonna sleep soon yea baby i made it to 4 alreadeh man baby hahahahahkj;halkjg;aewig ja;gije;a iaga.............................. zzzzzz. situation NEVER WHAT YU WANT IT TO BE!! NEVER WHAT YU WANT IT TO BE!!
ok so to round it up right
what was i thinking about today. just what.
so today right i was reading about the black holes thing again BUT I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND EINSTEIN'S DIAGRAMS OF TIME AGAINST SPACE TO COUNTER NEWTON'S ABSOLUTE SPACE!!!!!! DAMN IT I'LL JUST HAVE TO READ IT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ya so
today i was thinking right
why do people write blogs
do they have an agenda
when they set up the blog?
hmm i think
when people set up blogs
they all have this
inner wanting/purpose for the blog. like....... to SHOW something. or to PROVE something. or the blog is like a provision for them to EXPRESS. or something
but the thing in common is.... i think.
everyone sets up
a blog
for a damned purpose.
yes. hahaahahaha!!!!!!!!
teeng. we set up this blog. TO SHARE OUR THOUGHTS!!!! YEA BABY WE ROCK!!!! -gives teeng a hug-
OK ON TO THE NEXT THOUGHT i was thinking about electrostatics and the fuggin thing is that. EVEN MY TEACHERS CAN'T ANSWER MY QUESTIONS!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAAH I'LL JUST HAVE TO READ UP MYSELF HAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAA :O why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yu think i know why?!~ i know why. cos they are as unqualified as I AM to teach. they. are only. going to be able. to teach. people. who do not. doubt what they say. YES!!!! i mean. the thing is. yu have to
open yur eyes.
open yur ears.
because the truth is.
teachers DO MAKE MISTAKES!! and the worst part is when it manifests in your understanding and then it paramounts to your o's and everything and whoa booom who can yu blame in the end i mean it's yurself for not doubting teachers. hahahahahaa. yea baby. and the thing about physeeks is that... there ARE no. sure. answers. yes. that is. the truth. for all the theories rules principles we learn are all made by SMARTY scientists who have made many observations and thus generalised them into such rules. but can they be exactly sure of their own rules and theories? the truth is. NO! THEY CAN'T. because all these rules and mathematical stuff are in fact based on PRIOR set of "rules" called priori. now what is this priori it is the CONVENTION and where did convention come from? man. yet again. so the truth is..... well i'm not saying we shud even doubt that 1+1=2 (even that depends on what the symbols "1" and "2" and so on mean actually) BUT THE THING IS if we open our eyes more. we might find out more ourselves. by observing. just as how those scientists observed. yes!!! yes yesysessssssssssss hahahahahahaaaahaha
OK OK WAD'S NEXT ok last but not least
i believe that.
fate is what it takes for 2 people to meet. for one person to meet this other person out of the other billions of human beings.
and...... what happens after that
is
in your own haaaaands baby. in yur OWN hands.
hahahahaha!!!!!!!!! okok it's like 420!!!!!!1 oooh OHHHHHHHHHH HTAT EXPLAINS MAH GOING ABIT OFFNESS hahahahahahaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! ok bye hunny bunny huiting i'm gonna......... WATCH TV I THINk!!!!!!!!!!!! OR SHUD I SLEEP I'LL GO ON TO THE BED AND DECIDE but well the bed is away from here so yea. bye. BYE BYE BLOG!!! BE BACK LATER TODAY!!!!!!!!!!
posted by :. heroyin. 1:22 PM
OK YAAAAAAAAAAA I MADE IT TO 4 HAHAHAHA I MADE IT TO 4 WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
yeah baby YEAAAAAH..
so. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S A BLOODY HOT NIGHT WHERE'S MY WIND!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA I DRANK A CAN OF GREEN TEA JUST NOW HAHAHAHAHA actually there was carlsberg beer and it was tempting but of cos NOOOOO DUN BE CRAZY HAHAHAAAHHAAHAA GREEN TEA IS JUST FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
posted by :. heroyin. 1:02 PM
sometimes all yu need is one person to remind yu that yu shud
just
be yourself
and don't allow
the world to take
control.
:)
posted by :. heroyin. 1:00 PM
hi. i just visited my old old ancient chao old JOURNAL!!!!!!! it was from like 2 years agooooooo ya. mmmmmmm.
wa SHIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN i'm eating that sour sour preserved orange peel thing! hhahahahaah oh man oh man hahahahaahhaahha. WOO 3 ALREADYhahaaahah damn hell man
just started icq after not using it for eons. oh man. talking to some stupid lot of old friends now hahahahahahahahahahaa oh man ahhahaha
posted by :. heroyin. 12:03 PM
hhhhiiiiiii. /left the world behind today to follow my dreams/
it's late!! i finished all my math hw due next monday! nothing much. some shit on probability. some questions phrased wrongly. as usual. some questions wrongly given. as usual. elearning sux. teachers dun even seem to bother checking if there's anything wrong with the assignments they put up.
had some wonderful pork chops today. for dinner. yeaaaaa. :) food makes my heart go BLOOP BLOOP!!!!
so it's like.
mm. yummy. YES YUMMY!!!!! A DISH FIT FOR THE GODS!!! hahahahaa. damn. mummy's still stubborn about not letting me out. : |
then yu say go slow i'm falling behind / the second hand unwinds
mmmmm. HAVE FUN TOMORROW!!!!! i dun feel like sleeping tonight. -contemplates- mmmm.
yaaaaaaaawn. ironic. yawning and i dun wanna sleep! aaaaaaah.. all this staying home is not good. too much time for thinking!! and thinking is bad. bleeep bleeeeeep
I see: the rain.
I need: MY DKFA;WJV TIA!
I find: questions.
I want: to see.
I have: my brain.
I wish: to have the power to stop time just once.
I love: MY AEAP VWEJOAVWH
I hate: my mum. [temporarily.]
*i also hate: hmmm.
I miss: friends.
I fear: being lost.
I feel: numb.
I hear: the whispers of the wind.
I smell: OF PANTENE!!!! :)
I crave: MY ADKFJAV ;EWOIH
I search: for the path i wud take.
I wonder: all the time.
I regret: not being simpler.
posted by :. heroyin. 11:08 AM
i guess i'll just have to write about the most mundane things.
just had a zinger meal for lunch.
feeling oily and bloated. yucks. so yu know wad i did today
-wake up.
-shower.
-turn on tv : some show on HOME DECOR!! eeeeeeeee like who cares
-change channel to kids central: ooooh! got some nice cartoon! about some bugs.REB THE BUG? something like dat! yah
-forgot what i did. i think i came online. hahahahaa!!
*_* stoooooned. hahahahaha eeeeeeeek it's another l o n g weeeeeeeek. :(
posted by :. heroyin. 12:11 AM
HALLO!!!!!!!!! -am so touched so touched that huiting has been keeping the blog alive all these while-
HALLO AGAIN!!!!!!! so it's like i've been home EV-ER-RY-DAY. yea. it's really....horrible. stifling. suffocating.
-dies-
BUT
I'VE RESURRECTED!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAAH HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
muahahahahaa.
yes. so
i was saying.
um.
yah all i've been doing is
SLEEPING
eating
going online
it's really horrible. really really.
and then it's like. you can die like this. yu yearn for the outside. and. i think. the stopping of softball was a. really bad idea. i dunno how we're going to go back just like that!! i mean. we can't train at home exactly. yah. damn it!! hahahahahaaa
YEAH I'M BACK!!!!!!
this is horrible. lack of things to write is worse than lack of time to write things. hahahahaa!!!
posted by :. heroyin. 12:05 AM
baby won't yu tell me why there is sadness in yur eyes.
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